This is one of my favorite graphics of all time:
I love this graph for the reassurance and laugh it gives me as an entrepreneur but I really do think it resonates with every human person on the planet - not just business owners.
How many times a day (a minute?!) do we all go through that mental and emotional cycle?
A friend corrected me yesterday when I let some verbal self-abuse come pouring out of my mouth. My children know to correct me, and their daddy, and each other, when this happens too.
There’s just no reason to beat ourselves up so.
If I had to honestly answer the question: “Who’s the meanest person you know?”, I’d have to say…. MYSELF.
I am meaner to myself than any other person in my life. Well, almost any other person in my life. We all have those poo-poo-list people who have done us a doozy or two.
I can rationalize that self-criticism away by reminding myself I am an aspiring high-achiever, a first-born, a recovering perfectionist, and I want to be the best at everything. (This is a recipe for the world's version of success but really super unhealthy if it’s not balanced by self-care and perspective and compassion for others, btw.)
But ultimately the reason I’m so hard on myself is because of lingering insecurity. I want to be taken seriously, I want to be seen as an authority or a leader in my field, I want to make a difference, I don’t want to feel left out or left behind. I’m constantly self-scanning for points of weakness and building armor over them so I won’t be picked apart or found out or criticized or debunked.
OUCH THAT IS HARD TO SAY IN REAL LIFE. But it’s the truth, and that’s what we tell here. The truth.
Rachel Hollis, the famed speaker and author behind Girl, Wash Your Face and Girl, Stop Apologizing, recently experienced a major troll on her social media. Someone asked her essentially, “who made YOU the expert?
Her response stuck with me, because it is strong, inspiring, honest, and right on the money.
She replied, I DID. (Now I'll paraphrase here:) I made MYSELF the expert. I built a business from the ground up, with blood, sweat, and tears, and learned it all the hard way with good honest hard work.
Essentially, you don’t need the fancy degree or the title or the certifications – what qualifies you in any field is hard-earned, nose-to-the-grindstone, elbows-dirty experience.
I grab onto this idea EVERY DAY.
I wonder sometimes who would ever take me seriously in the realms of grief, marriage recovery, and personal development. I have a music degree, for goodness’ sake.
But do you know what else I have?
So who made me the expert on grief and heartfully present living? I DID. By simply living my life with determination, humility, willingness, faith, courage, fear, confidence, love, and an open mind and heart.
Which begs the question: who made YOU the expert on your magnificent life’s pursuit? Whether it's child-rearing, relationships, education, politics, business, ministry, health care, sales, service, or art?
YOU DID. And you’re continuing to prove your expertise every day.
Keep going. What you’re doing matters.
From one expert to another,
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Jessica is a writer, musician, entrepreneur, wife, and mom. Jessica's mission is to write "real" - shining light into the dark places of the tough stuff we all experience. She and her husband Jack live in Houston, Texas and have weathered the storms of grief, infant loss, adoption, and a marriage that almost fell apart. Jessica and Jack have 4 children, LJ in heaven, Grace, Jackson, and brand new baby Elisha.